.

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Friday, April 15, 2011

Still praying.

Get well soon Japan..

Pak!

When the teacher speaks in wrong pronounciation.

"jodorant - deodorant"
"veydstable - vegetable"

Phooooom!

You know

Strangers have the best candy.

.

R

P

P

Won't you just please

Save the drama for yo momma.

BOYS

What's their deal seriously? Why do us girls fight over them?? Lol

Let's not kill the karma, let's not start a fight, it's not worth the drama for a beautiful liar.
- Beyonce, Shakira.

Huwayyyy? Lmao

Max: obviously, she desperate for you to give a fuck.
Me: damn right. :)

Life is too short

to even care at all.

You hatin' hard. ;) You buyin' it. ;) I'm lovin' it. ;)

I was like,

why are YOU so OBSESSED with me???

ARRRGH.

Let’s push and shove eachother, call eachother foul and inappropriate names, and diss eachother with endless comebacks by day in front of everyone.

Then, let’s roll around in the sheets, share the actions of passion and intimacy, and show the unknown sides of ourselves by night in front of no one.

Hey cheer up, YOU!

Do more of what makes you H A P P Y.

Psst!

Snap atcha!

Game.

R u the bitch that told the bitch that i'm a bitch? Well, listen bitch. It takes a bitch, to know a BITCH. Lmfao

Pack of plastic people.

Open a pack of chips,
then suddenly,
everyone's your best friend.

SUMMAH!

I'm ready for shorts and tank tops. I'm ready for bonfires, late nights, and swimming every single day. I'm ready to chase fireflies and go camping. To drive forever with the windows down and music turned up. To be DARK. To go to water parks. I'm ready for Summer.

Straight up.

Girl of my dreams.

Rotfl.

Loling on the floor.

Dear Mario,

I wasted my childhood to save your girlfriend.

I WANT THIS NOW!!!

People are not mirrors:

They see you completely differently than the way you see yourself.

... = )

That tingling sensation the first time I held your hand.

Aww. Haha!

PAWNED.

Teacher: Do you see God?

Student: No teacher

Teacher: Can you touch God?

Student: No teacher

Teacher: Then maybe there’s no God.

Student: Teacher do you see your brain?

Teacher: No

Student: Can you touch your brain?

Teacher: No

Student: Then maybe you have no brain …

I can see your point.

But I still think

you're so full of shit.

1994.

With machines the feeling is, well, more finite. It doesn’t go any further. With humans it’s different. The feeling is always changing. Like if you love somebody, the love is always shifting or wavering. It’s always questioning or inflating or disappearing or denying or hurting. And the thing is, you can’t do anything about it, you can’t control it.

3;12

Mmm.

I want a boy who thinks I'm awesome, won't lie to me, and won't cheat on me. No unrealistic expectations of some 'Prince Charming' or whatever. Just a simple boy with simple thoughts and who thinks I'm kind of cool.

Somone like.. M&m :)

crazy little love.

That’s all she really wants. She doesn’t expect you to always know the right thing to say. She doesn’t expect you to sweep her off her feet into a fairytale every time you talk. She doesn’t expect gifts, and neither does she need them. But she does expect respect, she expects you to try, and she expects you to love her. That’s what she wants. She wants those lazy days where you lay her on the bed and take a nap with her, she wants to be in your arms on cold nights just feeling your heartbeat, that’s what she wants. She want’s that and she intends to have that with you, you just have to show her you do to.

Nuff said.

Thursday, April 14, 2011

I lol'd

From my friend Anthony.

Chinese New Year. 2011



I miss you Breiz!
(Camera phone shot)

I'm no longer a..



Party Girl. ;)

(Rockin' my Dolce&Gabbana)

Party days are over. Goodbye! ;***

I'm mad



Brunette! lmao

Di mo ko kayang tapakan ng boots mo. I'm taller than you. :)


Sorry but I wear Louboutins.

...and talking about SHIT, is not classy at all. Ugh, please!

Meiday! Meiday!





Maxi's top and watch rocked the night out! :)

STOP IT.

Just S T O P.

Stop it with the hatin' shit. Won't do you better. Move on.. Please do..

This is MY life. Try to live yours nalang, k? Be happy, I don't care. Just be gone.


Leave my black ass alone. Cool? ;)

You're freaking me out. Seriously.

Dear STALKERAZZI,

Like SERIOUSLY? Did you really have all that time and effort to STALK my life? Oh my God. This blog thing shit going on, is so HIGHSCHOOL. Max was right. I better stop and keep things in private. Hahaha! It just proves that I'm quite the big thing around here. LMFAO

Please go away! Please please! Oh my God. Hahaha! Katakot.

Me: BLAH BLAH BLAH. Wth, diba? Alam mo yun, love?
Max: That girly kiddie blog shit is hella gay. You should fucking delete that website of yours babe. Just shut the fuck up.
Me: Opo sir! Haha! :p

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Sleeping time. Zzz

Excited for school and excited for a job.

Hello busy me. :)

You can erase someone from your mind. Getting them out of your heart is another story.

Constantly talking isn't necessarily communicating. -Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind

I'd rather be alone.

I know exactly what to do.

Congratulations!

You have successfully hurt my feelings, again. You must be proud of yourself.

Anger.

Is the condition where the tongue works faster than the mind. So hold it before you regret the hurting lines you'll say.

Monday, April 11, 2011

Wala ko ma say.

Wala ko ma say sa pagka stalker mo. I'm so speechless. Anyway, gutom na ko. I hate waiting! Tagal ng fooood. :/

idk

"what does he think of you?? He comes and goes when he pleases?"

Saturday, April 9, 2011

Ice box.

H I B E R N A T E.

Go!

DONT LET THE BASTARDS GET YOU DOWN, turn it around with another round.
there's a party at the bar everybody put your glasses up and i drink to that!

YOU.

If not now, one day it's gonna eat you up inside. Trust me, I'll be that girl who would sit back and watch karma take it's toll on you.

Thursday, April 7, 2011

To me.

Deleting saved messages that means a lot to you is just like deleting all the memories you had with someone.

Chicken.



Say hello to mechanically separated chicken. It’s what all fast-food chicken is made from—things like chicken nuggets and patties. Also, the processed frozen chicken in the stores is made from it.

Basically, the entire chicken is smashed and pressed through a sieve-bones, eyes, guts, and all. it comes out looking like this.

There’s more: because it’s crawling with bacteria, it will be washed with ammonia, soaked in it, actually. Then, because it tastes gross, it will be reflavored artificially. Then, because it is weirdly pink, it will be dyed with artificial color.

But, hey, at least it tastes good, right?

Oh my God, PINK! lol



A Katydid. Commonly green, its pink colour is the result of a genetic mutation known as erythrism, similar to the recessive gene that afflicts albino animals.

BOYS HAVE FEELINGS TOO?

Seriously. Girls may not think that guys hurt as much as they do but they do-even more sometimes. Some guys in this world care for their women, respect them and love them with all their heart. Guys try as much as girls do. Guys may not show how much they care and love you but its always there. You just have to look past his wall he put up and see that his love isn’t for show. He won’t always show his love by buying you the best expensive gifts but he will text/call you everyday, show you off to his friends, cuddle with you when your cold and that's all you want to do is cuddle, bring you soup when your sick, look at you the same way when you have no make up on, and you’ll catch him sometimes staring at you because he can’t believe your real. So never say your boyfriend doesn’t care, Its the little things that show the most.

Hm?

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

Sometimes..

What a person needs is not a brilliant mind that speaks.

But a patient heart that listens.

Emoish.

I know it’s human nature for people to feel bad, and have regrets and to be hurt. But sometimes I wish that sad people could see things from every perspective because somewhere in the mess it’s still beautiful.

Don't be.

Don’t be jealous of anyone. I guarantee you, if everyone walked into a room, and dumped their problems onto the floor, when they saw what everyone else’s problems were, they’d be scrambling to get their own problems back before someone else got to them first.

.......

“There are moments in life when we need to trust blindly in intuition.”

CYBERLOVIN'

DON'T EAT ME! :D



My cereal boy. <333
Me & Max on Skype. :*

Saturday, April 2, 2011

:) mmm..




Just done doing some nail art on my nails. ;) ooh! Love itt! Guna be online on skype with my Eminem in a bit! :)))

Thursday, March 31, 2011

Diagnosis.

You are in a perpetual quest to find the new, the exciting. Emotionally volatile, you are known for sudden changes of opinion, of appreciation, and behavior. Following rules and established methods is difficult for you and the difficulties of higher education are usually quite daunting. Knowledge is best gained through an intimate association with the matter at hand. Usually driven by attitudes and desires of the group, you are talented in an established field of endeavor. Emotions come and go without a strong understanding of their causes. They are unexpected guests in an otherwise placid landscape. You live by your own codes of conduct, which can be noble or terrible depending on the individual. Authority is meaningless to you. You hate to be predictable, at all costs. Rarely verbally effusive, you can at times feel as if your feelings are too deep for words. You are very observant, but rarely express these observations to others.

Wala ka na ba iba pang masasabi kundi paulit ulit lang?

Hindi mo naman kasi ako kilala kaya yan nalang parati mo sinasabi na hindi ko alam kung anong point mo. Seryoso. Nakakatawa ka, anong atraso ko? Haha! Galit na galit ka sakin. Ni hindi kita kilala, dinadaan daanan lang kita.

Ano ba gusto mo mangyari? Mainis din ako sayo? Gayahin talaga kita or mainggit din ako sayo? Magselos ako sayo? Hoy, get a life nga. Fucking move on. Para kang gago. Tumigil ka na. Dinidedma na nga kita gigil na gigil ka parin, muka ka ng tanga pinapakelaman trip ko sa buhay ko. O sige, para matapos na.

Grabe, ang ganda ganda mo. Ang sexy sexy mo, ang galling galling mo pumorma, ang saya ng buhay mo, ikaw na may BETTER life, ginagaya ka ng lahat ng tao dahil wow, ICON ka. Ikaw na hindi jologs, Ano pa? O, ikaw na bahala mag isip kung ano pa, ayan sinabi ko na
.
Ikaw na te, ikaw na talaga! Haha! Ikaw na lahat. Ikaw na lahat ng magaling.

Mag hulos dili ka, huminahon ka, relax ka lang, chill. Wag ka na mainis. Silip ka kasi ng silip dito. Di ka ba masaya sa buhay mo? Idle ka rin te? Ine echos mo ko sa pag ka busy mo. Nakakaloka ka. =)

O, eto kape te.
KAPE! Mag kape ka.

Nothing

I feel nothing

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

Charles Darwin.

“Ignorance more frequently begets confidence than does knowledge: it is those who know little, not those who know much, who so positively assert that this or that problem will never be solved by science.”

My eyes are the windows to my heart.

A girl doesn't need to tell you straight up how she feels, it's written all over her eyes. If you can see how she feels without her telling you, then you definitely deserve her heart.

:D

Happy lang.

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

Hahaha!

Wag tayo dun sa tama..

Were better than our "briancells!"

LOL

Monday, March 28, 2011

Datum right

An average looking person with a lot of confidence beats a really good looking person with low self confidence, any day. Stop beating yourself up, you’re worth much more than you think you are. Besides, appearance is only skin deep. Personality impacts much more. 

Sunday, March 27, 2011

I ran away.

I wish I have my own car. I hate riding a cab.

I'm not okay. I hope I can tell him why, but I can't.

I'm at a friends loft.

I feel such a burden. I need my best friend..

But what I really need is...

MY HERO.

Are we there yet?


His childhood watch that he now gave me.



I'm so touched. How I miss the person who once own this adorable watch.
I miss you oh so terribly, to the MAX.

When someone says your "often used word"


Fool don’t copy my swag.

Hahahahahah! Fuck! Can't stop laughing!


I love this movie!
(Rush Hour)

Well..

People will hate you, rate you, break you and shake you. How strong you stand is what makes you, uniquely you.

Yoda

“Train yourself to let go of everything you fear to lose.”
(Star Wars: Episode III - Revenge of the Sith)

Omg.

I almost gave a fuck.

Saturday, March 26, 2011

-

If only miles are just two blocks away.

Ten reasons to smile.

It makes you attractive.
It changes your mood.
It is contagious.
It relieves stress.
It boosts your immune system.
It lowers your blood pressure.
It releases endorphins, natural pain killers and serotonin - natural antidepressant.
It lifts the face and makes you look younger.
It makes you seem successful.
It helps you stay positive.

10 simple things that will make you smile.

Hugging someone after crying.
Finally peeing after a long car ride.
Getting a high score after studying so hard.
Heart-to-hearts with your bestfriend.
Lying down on your bed knowing that you have no deadlines to rush.
Going home early and seeing your favorite meal.
Getting to lie on your own bed after a long vacation.
Your dog running excitedly towards you after a long day.
Being told how much you mean to someone.
A thank you.

Thursday, March 24, 2011

Follow my heart.

I learned not to give a rat’s ass and just do what my heart tells me to. As cliche as that sounds, and as much as I might regret it later.. It’s what I wanted to do, at that moment. If it’s bad, it’s experience. Learn from it. If it’s good, then that’s great. Appreciate.

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

Strawberrytale.

One day when I’m like 30, I’m gonna log onto my blogspot, for the first time in who knows how long it’ll be by then, and read all of my posts. Every single one. And I’m prolly gonna either laugh at how ridiculous I was, or cry because

I’ll never be this young and naive again.

Yourlovestory.

They have been married for two years. He loves literature and often posts his work on the net, but nobody ever reads them. He is also into photography and he handles their wedding photos. He loves her very much. Likewise with her. She has a quick temper and always bullies him. He is a gentleman and always gives in to her. Today, she's being willful again. Her: "Why can't you be the photographer for my friend's wedding? She promised she'd pay." Him: "I don't have time that day." Her: "Humph!" Him: "Huh?" Her: "Don't have time? Write less of those novels, and you will have all the time you need." Him: "I... someone will definitely recognize my work some day." Her: "Humph! I don't care, you'll have to do it for her!" Him: "No." Her: "Just this once?" Him: "No." Negotiation's broken. So, she gave the final warning: "Give me a Yes within three days, or else..." First day, she "withheld" the kitchen, bathroom, computer, refrigerator, television, hi-fi... Except the double bed, to show her "benevolence". Of course, she has to sleep on it too. He didn't mind, as he still has some cash in his pockets. Second day, she conducted a raid and removed everything from his pockets and warned, "Seek any external help, and you bear the consequences." He's nervous now. That night, on the bed, he begs for mercy, hoping that she'll end this state. She doesn't give a damn. No way am I giving in, whatever he says. Until he agrees. Third day, night. On the bed. He's lying on the bed, looking to one side. She's lying on the bed, looking to the other side. Him: "We need to talk." Her: "Unless it's about the wedding, forget it." Him: "It's something very important." She remains silent. Him:"Let's get a divorce." She did not believe her ears. Him: "I got to know a girl." She's totally angry, and wanted to hit him. But she held it down, wanting to let him finish. But her eyes already felt wet. He took a photo out from his chest. Probably from his undershirt pocket, that's the only place she didn't go through yesterday. How careless. Him: "She's a nice girl." Her tears fell. Him: "She has a good personality too." She's heartbroken because he puts a photo of some other girl close to his heart. Him: "She says that she'll support me fully in my pursue for literature after we got married." She's very jealous because she said the same thing in the past. Him: "She loves me truly." She wishes to sit up and scream at him "Don't I?" Him: "So, I think she won't force me to do something that I don't want to do." She's thinking, but the rage won't subside. Him: "Want to take a look at the photo I took for her?" Her: "...!" He brings the photo before her eyes. She's in a total rage, hits his hand away and leaves a burning slap on his face. He sighs. She cries. He puts the photo back to his pocket. She pulls her hand back under the blanket. He turns off the light, and sleeps. She turns on the light, and sits up. He's asleep. She lost sleep. She regrets treating him the way she treated him. She cried again, and thought about a lot of things. She wants to wake him up. She wants to have a intimate talk with him. She doesn't want to push him anymore. She stares at his chest. She wants to see how the girl looks. She slips the photo out. She wanted to cry and she wanted to laugh. It's a nicely taken photo. A photo he took for her. She bends down, and kissed him on his cheek. He smiled. He was just pretending to be asleep. "You learn to love, not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly."

A bad dog.

DID YOU THINK OF ME WHILE FUCKING HER?

Oh holy sweet mami chula!

I just found out my ex girlfriend joined Binibining Pilipinas 2011, and guess what? She's on Top 24 prediction.



WHAT THE FUCK? DAYUUUUMMM! That bitch! Hahaha. Oh well I'm happy for her. :)

I miss your kiss :* your sweet chili lips of yours. Hmmm. :/



Congrats future beauty queen.

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Starburst.

To make me happy and to keep my boredom away. :|

Fact opinion.

People are only mean when they're threatened, and that's what our culture does. That's what our economy does.

Forget me not.

I’ve learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow. I’ve learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights. I’ve learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you’ll miss them when they’re gone from your life. I’ve learned that making a living is not the same thing as making a life. I’ve learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance. I’ve learned that you shouldn’t go through life with a catcher’s mitt on both hands; you need to be able to throw some things back. I’ve learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision. I’ve learned that even when I have pains, I don’t have to be one. I’ve learned that every day you should reach out and touch someone. People love a warm hug, or just a friendly pat on the back. I’ve learned that I still have a lot to learn. I’ve learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.

I just know.

There’s just too much to see waiting in front of me and I know that I just can’t go wrong..

When you got nothing to do on a tuesday night.

The truth would be worthless if no one ever lied,
So we carry our shame in the interest of pride.
And we have all these questions to make us go roam,
and we’ve got all this distance to make us come home.

Friday, March 18, 2011

Interesting eh?

15 Interesting Facts about Dreams

1. You forget 90% of your dreams. Within 5 minutes of waking, half of your dream is forgotten. Within 10, 90% is gone.
2. Blind people also dream. People who became blind after birth can see images in their dreams. People who are born blind do not see any images, but have dreams equally vivid involving their other senses of sound, smell, touch and emotion.

3. Everybody dreams. Every human being dreams (except in cases of extreme psychological disorder). If you think, you are not dreaming, you just forget your dreams.

4. In our dreams, we only see faces that we already know. Our mind is not inventing faces – in our dreams we see real faces of real people that we have seen during our life but may not know or remember. We have all seen hundreds of thousands of faces throughout our lives, so we have an endless supply of characters for our brain to utilize during our dreams.

5. Not everybody dreams in color. A full 12% of sighted people dream exclusively in black and white. The remaining number dream in full color. Studies from 1915 through to the 1950s maintained that the majority of dreams were in black and white, but these results began to change in the 1960s. Today, only 4.4% of the dreams of under-25 year-olds are in black and white. Recent research has suggested that those changing results may be linked to the switch from black-and-white film and TV to color media.

6. Dreams are symbolic. If you dream about some particular subject it is not often that the dream is about that. Dreams speak in a deeply symbolic language.  Whatever symbol your dream picks on it is most unlikely to be a symbol for itself.

7. Emotions; The most common emotion experienced in dreams is anxiety. Negative emotions are more common than positive ones.

8. You can have four to seven dreams in one night. On average, you can dream anywhere from one or two hours every night.

9. Animals dream too. Studies have been done on many different animals, and they all show the same brain waves during dreaming sleep as humans. Watch a dog sleeping sometime. The paws move like they are running and they make yipping sounds as if they are chasing something in a dream.

10. Body Paralysis.

Rapid eye movement (REM) sleep is a normal stage of sleep characterized by rapid movements of the eyes. REM sleep in adult humans typically occupies 20-25% of total sleep, about 90-120 minutes of a night’s sleep.

During REM sleep the body is paralyzed by a mechanism in the brain in order to prevent the movements which occur in the dream from causing the physical body to move. However, it is possible for this mechanism to be triggered before, during, or after normal sleep while the brain awakens.

11. Dream Incorporation. Our mind interprets the external stimuli that our senses are bombarded with when we are asleep and make them a part of our dreams. This means that sometimes, in our dreams, we hear a sound from reality and incorporate it in a way. For example you may be dreaming that you are in a concert, while your brother is playing a guitar during your sleep.

12. Men and women dream differently. Men tend to dream more about other men. Around 70% of the characters in a man’s dream are other men. On the other hand, a woman’s dream contains almost an equal number of men and women. Aside from that, men generally have more aggressive emotions in their dreams than the female lot.

13. Precognitive Dreams. Results of several surveys across large population sets indicate that between 18% and 38% of people have experienced at least one precognitive dream and 70% have experienced déjà vu. The percentage of persons that believe precognitive dreaming is possible is even higher, ranging from 63% to 98%.

14. If you are snoring, then you cannot be dreaming.

15. You can experience an orgasm in your dreams. You can not only have s e x as pleasurable as in your real life while dreaming, but also experience an  o r g a s m  as strong as a real one, without any wet results. The sensations felt while lucid dreaming (touch, pleasure and etc..) can be as pleasurable and strong (or I believe even stronger) as the sensations experienced in the real world.

Hmmm :)

So just go with it.

Each day, life will send you little windows of opportunity. Your destiny will ultimately be defined by how you respond to these windows of opportunity. Shrink from them and your life will be small, feel the fear and run to them anyway, and your life will be big.


Life’s just too short to play little.

Thought of the day.

Our mistakes don’t make or break us. If we are lucky, they simply reveal who we really are, what we’re made of. Challenges will come, but if you treat them simply as tests of who you are, you’ll come out of it not bitter and victimized, but smarter and stronger.

One who listen and understand.

When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives mean the most to us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving advice, solutions, or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a warm and tender hand. The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not healing and face with us the reality of our powerlessness, that is a friend who cares.

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

Curiosity.

Is the cure for boredom.

At the end of my own courage and my own strength.

I am so despondent that all I feel like doing is sleeping. I feel so tired and drained. I can't seem to settle down and enjoy life, I'm always chasing rainbows.

When?

How do I start?

Dear blogspot.com

You made me talk about things I've never told anybody.

This afternoon.

Cali baby.

Monday, March 14, 2011

8:6 am

So yesterday I had my right eyebrow pierced again. I just decided to bring back the old me, the HIGHSCHOOL ROCKER GIRL. lol It's funny having many piercings and having a tongue ring is oh so irritating and annoying. Haha but it was cool though, back in the days. But all are just a phase! Haha but this eyebrow piercing of mine is my favorite. I don't think I will ever take it off now that i have it again. I mean that WAS my trademark before.

Short boy cut hair, a barbecue (barbel on ear) right ear, tongue pierced, eyebrow pierced, black nail polish, odd girl = Carla Shaye

Lol
And then cseifuvhoeiufvhowrifuhvow. I reached 18and told myself, it's not cool. Haha! I should be like A LADY. So yeah.
Now it's just the new me! Dark, weird and mysterious + girly side of me. :D

TaDa!

"Carla Shaye 2011"


Fact!

When comet Nibiru aligned with the earth and sun on Feb 27, 2010 there were 14earthquakes recorded with magnitues above 6.0 all over the world. 8.8 in Chile causing a magnetic pole shift of 3degrees. Strange weather patterns are now seen like flood in Africa, the sun rising two days early 'Arctic sunrise' observed in Greenland and even the Florida airport Runway have to be renumbered by 10 degrees. The comet was 6.047AU away from us. On the next alignment March 15, 2011 the comet will just be 2.099AU away projected based on NASA data to yield a 25 degree pole shift with a minimum/maximum earthquake magnitude of 9.7 anywhere on earth.

Worst is the next alignment on September 26, 2011 because comet will be in between earth and sun at 0.392AU distance only. A projected 240 times effect. Please search "NASA-Near Earth Object Program."

Spell A-ngas.

eto yun boy!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QUgMImXTnJQ

M u s i c.

Rich bitch - Die Antwoord

Phoooom!

How I feel.

I don’t mind when our conversations get a little boring. I don’t mind when we’re texting and we run out of things to say. When we’re hanging out together but not doing anything, well I don’t mind that either. It doesn’t matter to me because I finally realized that when you’re truly in love, every moment spent together doesn’t have to be breath-taking, that you’ll still feel like the luckiest person alive even through the most unexciting times, and you will feel completely comfortable together because you know that just having each other is more than enough.

U the mann

LOOOOOOOOOOLLLLLZZZ!!!!!

That kick ass moment when the teacher calls on you because they thought you weren't paying attention,

and you answer the question right.

WHAT NOW BITCH!?

I mean come to think of it.

Hating people is like burning down your house down to kill a rat.

Space Bound

“You want them when they don’t want you, soon as they do, feelin’s change”
-Eminem

Elizabeth Gilbert (Eat, Pray, Love)

There are only two questions that human beings have ever fought over, all through history. ‘How much do you love me?’ And, ‘Who’s in charge?’ Everything else is somehow manageable. But these two questions of love and control undo us all, trip us up and cause war, grief, and suffering.

Can't stop singing Jojo. lol I'm so popish! lol

"I ain't like those girlfriends, I don't have a LEASH on my man."

:)

M.

H T H.

How can person give you so much strength yet still be your only weakness?

DAMN this crazy love.

I hate you and then I love you.

It's like I want to throw
you off a cliff,


then rush to the bottom
to catch you.

Love.


You are soooo adorable!

Abstraction.

AAARRRRGGH!!

My allergies are fucking killing me! But I'm happy. Me and Maxi are doing great. We cool. Yay! Kiss kiss kiss love.

Sunday, March 13, 2011

,,,,,

so if by chance you encounter her! keep her away from being FRAGILE cause no matter how strong or badass she appears, that's just really what's left of her and you're the only gluestick, mightybond, band aid scotch tape, packing tape masking tape magic tape and double sided tape thats keeping it together. REMEMBER THAT!

You're freaky.

Isn't it weird how people talk sh*t about you, when the only thing they actually know about you is your name?

Well well.

Dododo toot dooooo :D

Friday, March 11, 2011

Perfect combo.

Maybe you just need me cos u mom hates you as of now, and your brothas too. Well, why don't you go to your fucking ugly ass fucking drag queen red head chinky eyed, no eyebrows CHEAP CUNT SLUT WITH STD that looks like A MOMMA WITH TEN KIDS and get money from her, you know, use her like what SHE SAID, beat her up too like what YOU SAID, and be like.. Be like psycho PDA couple, always making a scenario, psycho drama shit. Yeah, guys fucking look good together.

Ain't raised no fool mothufucker.

I just read his message and I want to laugh. You know what's funny? He's not a good liar to me anymore, cos I know him already. I know how he play. I'm done with his shit, bullshit, horseshit, whoever's shit. I ain't buying it anymore. It's so pathetic that this is really what I think it is.
Now he's saying he wants me in his life forever, that that he wants me to be his wife and have kids with me. That he wants to fucking reach our dreams together. You know when a man is begging you, kisses your ass and tell you everything you wanna hear saying he won't fucking give up on you.

Do you see yourself right now? What happened to your self pride? I thought you the man? What happened to the "hey I'm big you're weak fuck off attitude?" hahaha. Damn, look at you. Do you even hear yourself right now? or are you high again?

Do you still remember that night? What you did to me? WHAT YOU SAID TO ME?

Are you pissed now cos you couldn't get what you want from me? I know what you are. I know guys like you. YOU WILL NEVER CHANGE. THAT'S JUST WHAT YOU ARE. You like hurting people. THAT'S JUST WHO YOU ARE. THAT'S HOW SICK YOU ARE. Inflicting pain and miseries to people around you.

Hurts like a bitch, eh?

Thursday, March 10, 2011

False alarm.

Been waiting for my red days.. But.. Hmm... I guess it's positive.. I'm scared. But

EXCITED. =D

BUT

I
want him to change.

Just feelin' blah and typing my thoughts out.

so..

blah blah blah.

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

FACT.

there are always gonna be people that dont like u in life for various reasons, some personalities dont mesh well together.

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

My misery

Loves your company

El oh vee eeh

“No relationship is perfect, ever. There are always some ways you have to bend, to compromise, to give something up in order to gain something greater…The love we have for each other is bigger than these small differences. And that’s the key. It’s like a big pie chart, and the love in a relationship has to be the biggest piece. Love can make up for a lot.”

Ye feel me?

You don't have to be talented to be famous or to get rich off of your name. All u have to do is become popular enough to make money off it.
Are u rapping to rap? Do u have a target audience in mind ur tryna capture?? Do u have a plan for your project or are u just making a cd?
If you're a rapper and your name is "IMA KILL YO MAMA" how many people do u think are not gonna listen to u based on that alone? Think of a universal approach when u come up with things.. Stop thinking about blowing up in your local area. think global.

Here's an example. Wiz Khalifa "mostly" makes music for the stoners.. That's his demograph so he caters to it. Atists need to find theres.

Oh my god, I wanna laugh.

What is the most memorable fashion show you've ever attended?

How long the night seems

to one kept awake by pain..

You callin' me a nigga?

Oh no you didn't! Don't you nuh-uh my uh-uh homegirl. (snapping fingers atcha)

Lols.
When somebody is tryna break me and makin' fun at me. I just joke around it, shrug it off. Done deal. No biggie. :)

Happy International Women's day to all the beautiful, strong and smart women out there. Let's all do the girl power and

WORK IT! Ha! ;D

I remember! I fucking remember.

When the teacher puts a complicated math problem on the board and tells me, "solve the problem".. i get up, and erase the board.

Problem solved, BITCH.
Bahahahaha!

So fuck you! Terror math teachers!

Weirdness called love.

“We are all a little weird and life’s a little weird, and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love.”

I know things that he hates. But does he know mine?

Oh well, my day was so productive. LOL

Singapore 2011








My second time in Singapore. Ugh, I hate their food forever! Euwgh.