Take me to wonderland.. Now.
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Tuesday, March 30, 2010
Outta my head
Is that all you got to say? You're rubbing me the wrong way.
See your lips moving. But I don't catch a word you say. Shut up you chatter
I need for you to go away. And all I hear is ay ya ya ya ya
You're talking way too much. I can't even hear me now.
All your opinions keep them to yourself
Just let me think so I can hear myself
You tell me one more time how I should live
I swear I'll bite your head off
I am who I am and I can't be no one else
You got nothing left to say
Keep your comments to yourself.
-Ashley Simpson
See your lips moving. But I don't catch a word you say. Shut up you chatter
I need for you to go away. And all I hear is ay ya ya ya ya
You're talking way too much. I can't even hear me now.
All your opinions keep them to yourself
Just let me think so I can hear myself
You tell me one more time how I should live
I swear I'll bite your head off
I am who I am and I can't be no one else
You got nothing left to say
Keep your comments to yourself.
-Ashley Simpson
Monday, March 29, 2010
Be a Lotus.
No matter how ugly, how evil and how sinful everyone around you might become, do not allow yourself to be stained. A lotus remains beautiful even as it lingers in the filthy waters of the pond.
Don't be contaminated, do not be influenced by worthless means. Remain radiant among the shadows of darkness.
Be a Lotus..
It has to start with one,
to fill the pond with more. (:
Don't be contaminated, do not be influenced by worthless means. Remain radiant among the shadows of darkness.
Be a Lotus..
It has to start with one,
to fill the pond with more. (:
Sunday, March 28, 2010
Chill..
BE ORIGINAL.
Make your own style, make your own look, SMILE NATURALLY. Like smile YOUR smile, don't immitate other people's smile.
Hey! (:
I am my own fairytale.
Remember me? Spice up your life and spice up your hair!
Now wear this to match your hair!
POOK! Now you don't have to think what costume you should wear this halloween ball. Thanks to YOUR hair. You can be a troll dressed like a YAYA giving rounds of tequilla shots! Gee, you must've been still using GEE YOUR HAIR SMELLS TERRIFIC shampoo. Now look how old you look, just like a FAT MOMMY with FAT THIGHS that has ten kids. Aww, how lovely.
ADVICE: Don't experiment hair colors! Get a hairstylist for Pete's sake! Or this will happen to you! HA ha HA! =D
Blah, blah, blah.
I wonder why people make up stories and yet don't have enough proof to back it up.
If you're going to make up stories at least make 'em believable. Don't just post some pictures bragging about it without your face in it. Stop jocking pictures on other websites to make your blog look REAL. Bitching, stalking, jocking, hating, wouldn't get you anywhere.
Fairytale; something that was made up for a childs purpose of amusement, usually involving knights, dragons, fairys, and things of the like.
I so love ya'll haters. Thanks for reading all my blogs, staring at my pictures google-ing my name, sneaking up on my multiply page, checking out my ex boyfriends, searching for something to criticize about me. :D
If you're going to make up stories at least make 'em believable. Don't just post some pictures bragging about it without your face in it. Stop jocking pictures on other websites to make your blog look REAL. Bitching, stalking, jocking, hating, wouldn't get you anywhere.
Fairytale; something that was made up for a childs purpose of amusement, usually involving knights, dragons, fairys, and things of the like.
I so love ya'll haters. Thanks for reading all my blogs, staring at my pictures google-ing my name, sneaking up on my multiply page, checking out my ex boyfriends, searching for something to criticize about me. :D
Monday, March 8, 2010
Sunday, March 7, 2010
Good morning world!
life is not about the people who act true to your face..
it's about the people who remain true behind your back.
it's about the people who remain true behind your back.
My momma, is better than yours. =D
-The person i admire most, is my mother. Because she's a fighter. Who never gaves up on what she believes in. And she never gives up on me. Knowing my mother is proud of me, means more than any crown..
Monday, March 1, 2010
Shoot you down, bang bang. My baby shot me down.
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.
Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior.
Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.
Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be.
Slower is better.
Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.
If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends". A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend.
Don't settle.
If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is.
Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better.
The only person you can control in a relationship is you.
Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, why would he treat you any differently?
Always have your own set of friends separate from his.
Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you.
If something bothers you, speak up.
Never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later.
You cannot change a man's behavior. Change comes from within.
Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are... even if he has more education or in a better job. Do not make him into a quasi-god. He is a man, nothing more nothing less.
Never let a man define who you are.
Never borrow someone else's man. If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you.
A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you.
All men are NOT dogs.
You should not be the one doing all the bending... compromise is two way street.
You need time to heal between relationships... there is nothing cute about baggage... Deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship.
You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you... a relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals... look for someone complimentary... not supplementary.
Dating is fun... even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr. Right.
Make him miss you sometimes... when a man always know where you are, and you're always readily available to him - he takes it for granted.
Never move into his mother's house.
Never co-sign for a man.
Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need. Keep him in your radar but get to know others.
Share this with other women and men (just so they know)... You'll make someone smile, another rethink her/his choices, and another woman prepare, and a man aware.
Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior.
Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.
Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be.
Slower is better.
Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.
If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends". A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend.
Don't settle.
If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is.
Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better.
The only person you can control in a relationship is you.
Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, why would he treat you any differently?
Always have your own set of friends separate from his.
Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you.
If something bothers you, speak up.
Never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later.
You cannot change a man's behavior. Change comes from within.
Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are... even if he has more education or in a better job. Do not make him into a quasi-god. He is a man, nothing more nothing less.
Never let a man define who you are.
Never borrow someone else's man. If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you.
A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you.
All men are NOT dogs.
You should not be the one doing all the bending... compromise is two way street.
You need time to heal between relationships... there is nothing cute about baggage... Deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship.
You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you... a relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals... look for someone complimentary... not supplementary.
Dating is fun... even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr. Right.
Make him miss you sometimes... when a man always know where you are, and you're always readily available to him - he takes it for granted.
Never move into his mother's house.
Never co-sign for a man.
Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need. Keep him in your radar but get to know others.
Share this with other women and men (just so they know)... You'll make someone smile, another rethink her/his choices, and another woman prepare, and a man aware.
Depths of deps.
No one can truly understand depression unless you either live with it or love someone who lives with it.
When someone in the family is depressed, the whole family is affected. Depression is a silent disease that sucks the energy and joy out of a person's life. It is very difficult for one has not experienced depression to understand its significance. It is important to get the individual into treatment and be sensitive and empathetic during their treatment. Depending on the type and degree of depression the individual may have to live with their illness their entire life. Depression must be accepted as an illness and not a lousy character trait.
When someone in the family is depressed, the whole family is affected. Depression is a silent disease that sucks the energy and joy out of a person's life. It is very difficult for one has not experienced depression to understand its significance. It is important to get the individual into treatment and be sensitive and empathetic during their treatment. Depending on the type and degree of depression the individual may have to live with their illness their entire life. Depression must be accepted as an illness and not a lousy character trait.
Johnny Rockets..
I miss our kulitan and our movie mara every friday. I miss our midnight pigging out. I miss how they tease us Piolo and Anne. Hahaha. I miss how you make me laugh cos of some asshole. AAARGH! I MISS YOU! <3 (:
Nostalgic.
Sad are the memories of when you were high, hurt is the word who helped you get by. Ashamed are all those who fell for your tricks. Strong are the roots of the place you come from.
It feel so right, what an evil treat. Hunger pains gnaw yet you cannot eat. You'll never defeat this hell you created. Is it everything you anticipated? Your happiness faded, your world now black. Running endeavor forever, you can never go back. You can't get out, you can't escape. Just one hit is all it takes. Sketching, crashing, uncontrollable shakes, delusions, confusion, your heart now breaks. The sweet taste you'll always crave. The addiction you'll fight until you grave. Random rage you can't explain. Guilt and sadness forever pain. Never enough, you need much more. Panic paranoia, shut and lock the door. Absorbed to the core and lost in thought. Laying on the floor waiting to rot. Sought for help but nobody cares. Cold and scared, disgusted stares. You're beginning to look like the rest of them, Frantically searching for a friend. Under the bed? In the bathroom? Another statistic, another label. You greedily need another hit. One after another, oh you cannot quit. A bottomless pit of sorrows and lies. Consuming your mind, you won't be fine. You'll depend on it for happiness. But the bliss you feel doesn't really exist. Haunting you in your nightmare dreams, open your mouth to release silent screams.
Help me please, take it all away.
Pull me back when i go astray.
It feel so right, what an evil treat. Hunger pains gnaw yet you cannot eat. You'll never defeat this hell you created. Is it everything you anticipated? Your happiness faded, your world now black. Running endeavor forever, you can never go back. You can't get out, you can't escape. Just one hit is all it takes. Sketching, crashing, uncontrollable shakes, delusions, confusion, your heart now breaks. The sweet taste you'll always crave. The addiction you'll fight until you grave. Random rage you can't explain. Guilt and sadness forever pain. Never enough, you need much more. Panic paranoia, shut and lock the door. Absorbed to the core and lost in thought. Laying on the floor waiting to rot. Sought for help but nobody cares. Cold and scared, disgusted stares. You're beginning to look like the rest of them, Frantically searching for a friend. Under the bed? In the bathroom? Another statistic, another label. You greedily need another hit. One after another, oh you cannot quit. A bottomless pit of sorrows and lies. Consuming your mind, you won't be fine. You'll depend on it for happiness. But the bliss you feel doesn't really exist. Haunting you in your nightmare dreams, open your mouth to release silent screams.
Help me please, take it all away.
Pull me back when i go astray.
The fact that someone wants to have an anorexia, annoys me.
It's not healthy. Spending 20 minutes picking at meat to make sure you get every single of fat off, so that you'll actually eat. Being too picky in the restaurant- trying to convince yourself you're not guna eat after six. Trying not to go out to eat with your friends because all you'll have is a water with lemon.
My god, it's not something to do for the hell of it.
My god, it's not something to do for the hell of it.
My life is mine.
I've been through hell and back. I've lied && been lied to. I've fucked up.
Fucked people up. And been fucked up. But my life is mine. And not you, nor anyone else can fuck it up for me. I'm the real deal. And I'd love to see you try to fucking break me.
I've forgiven people when I shouldn't have. And I've failed to ask for forgiveness when I should have. But I've been known to hold grudges deeper than graves.
So be careful what you do to me. I tend to be bitter about some things that have happened to me. But I try to make the most of what I have. I usually won't go out of my way to be mean to you if I don't like you. I'm not that immature. But sometimes I do happen to let a "cunt" or two slip out of my mouth.
I love the people I party with but, you will probably never know the real me. Unless you make a genuine effort to stay in my life. I could care less whether you're coming or going. I know what I want. And usually I will stop at nothing to get it.
I can be selfish at times. And I have a slight obsession with spending money.
If you do something to hurt me, I will probably do something 20 times worse to you.
But I will go to the ends of the earth for you if you play your cards right.
I am probably the kindest person you'll ever meet.
Don't play games with me. I know how to play them better.
You can only push me away for so long. Until I walk out of your life on my own.
My momma didn't raise no fool ;) haha
But, I will not take your shit.
And I will take you down if you're in my way.
But I really don't care what you think of me either way.
You don't want to know me.
And if you already do, I feel sorry for you.
Fucked people up. And been fucked up. But my life is mine. And not you, nor anyone else can fuck it up for me. I'm the real deal. And I'd love to see you try to fucking break me.
I've forgiven people when I shouldn't have. And I've failed to ask for forgiveness when I should have. But I've been known to hold grudges deeper than graves.
So be careful what you do to me. I tend to be bitter about some things that have happened to me. But I try to make the most of what I have. I usually won't go out of my way to be mean to you if I don't like you. I'm not that immature. But sometimes I do happen to let a "cunt" or two slip out of my mouth.
I love the people I party with but, you will probably never know the real me. Unless you make a genuine effort to stay in my life. I could care less whether you're coming or going. I know what I want. And usually I will stop at nothing to get it.
I can be selfish at times. And I have a slight obsession with spending money.
If you do something to hurt me, I will probably do something 20 times worse to you.
But I will go to the ends of the earth for you if you play your cards right.
I am probably the kindest person you'll ever meet.
Don't play games with me. I know how to play them better.
You can only push me away for so long. Until I walk out of your life on my own.
My momma didn't raise no fool ;) haha
But, I will not take your shit.
And I will take you down if you're in my way.
But I really don't care what you think of me either way.
You don't want to know me.
And if you already do, I feel sorry for you.
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