My life is mine.

I've been through hell and back. I've lied && been lied to. I've fucked up.
Fucked people up. And been fucked up. But my life is mine. And not you, nor anyone else can fuck it up for me. I'm the real deal. And I'd love to see you try to fucking break me.

I've forgiven people when I shouldn't have. And I've failed to ask for forgiveness when I should have. But I've been known to hold grudges deeper than graves.
So be careful what you do to me. I tend to be bitter about some things that have happened to me. But I try to make the most of what I have. I usually won't go out of my way to be mean to you if I don't like you. I'm not that immature. But sometimes I do happen to let a "cunt" or two slip out of my mouth.

I love the people I party with but, you will probably never know the real me. Unless you make a genuine effort to stay in my life. I could care less whether you're coming or going. I know what I want. And usually I will stop at nothing to get it.
I can be selfish at times. And I have a slight obsession with spending money.

If you do something to hurt me, I will probably do something 20 times worse to you.
But I will go to the ends of the earth for you if you play your cards right.
I am probably the kindest person you'll ever meet.

Don't play games with me. I know how to play them better.
You can only push me away for so long. Until I walk out of your life on my own.

My momma didn't raise no fool ;) haha
But, I will not take your shit.
And I will take you down if you're in my way.
But I really don't care what you think of me either way.

You don't want to know me.
And if you already do, I feel sorry for you.